Friday, 3 May 2013
Things that make me uncomfortable (incomplete list)
The first thing that makes me uncomfortable is finding I cannot enter the soul, heart, or mind of other people. It shows such loneliness that makes me quiver inside. Up to now, I could not decide if it is because the extreme isolation we live in, or if it is only curiosity about the way other people are.
Another uncomfortable thing is to cope with this body I received without asking for it! It is a nuisance, always wanting things to be done to it when I am ready to do something else, or responding with pain when contradicted.
Pain, I do not like pain, not even aches of any kind, that makes me extremely uncomfortable, I am a dignified coward, a craven coward, up to the last of my bones!
And the bogyman, I hate him. He made me suffer a lot when I was a kid. Even if I never could find him neither in the closet, nor under my bed. I am still searching when I am alone in a hotel room.
When a beautiful big eyed woman looks directly to my eyes... and do not smile.
If somebody tells a funny tale, the group laughs, and I did not understand the joke.
In the moment a tot hugs my legs in the park and cries "Daddy"
Seeing deadlines loom over the horizon.
When I am asked what things make me uncomfortable
As you see, there are many things that make me uncomfortable, fortunately I am mostly unaware of them.
The music is "What a Wonderful World" written by Bob Thiele (as "George Douglas") and George David Weiss, sung by Satchmo (Louis Armstrong).
Just as the world is despite my uncomfortableness!
© 2013 Od Liam.