"Journal intime", deep and shallow philosophy, roving mind and ranting writing.
Tuesday, 7 May 2013
What scares me most...
This is a captious question, it may show hidden tendencies!
I am afraid of many things
I am very much afraid of "not a thing". It sounds so empty!
Also
Besides of acrophobic, I am belenophobic, cacophobic, gamophobic, and last but not least venustraphobic. The list pursue:
Every morning when I wake up, I check I am not in a coffin. I am not afraid of dead (if given 15 minutes to die, I will use only 5), I am afraid of being "undead".
Just awake an after looking myself on the mirror I smile, I want to be friendly with the first one I see.
I cannot stand the looks of spiders and snakes, my therapist sustain I am a repressed serial killer. But I suspect there are some other worse repression in my mind.
I am afraid of mothers-in-law, I have not one, but I have read they are, or can be, very bad.
I do not like 'varmints', whatever their origin. Even two legged 'varmints'
I am afraid of big feminine eyes, (and I mean eyes), that do not smile.
I am fearful of a slap in the cheek, it can mix my thoughts. Even if not always there are thoughts in my mind.
I abhor writers blocks, nothing could be more horrible than a blank screen and a blank mind!
I hate rain, snow, sleet, blizzards, mist, fog, and too much sun.
I detest to be alone in a desert island, unless I have a library at hand... or well, some other kind of entertainment.
As you see, this is an interminable list... so we will terminate it here!
The music is a fragment of "Sonata Opus 57 Appassionata 3rd Mov." by Ludwig van Beethoven, piano by Valentina Lisitsa.
© 2013 Od Liam.
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You have described so well , what scares you most ,
ReplyDeletea lovely read :)
Thank you Auntie, and this is only a part of the whole! :)
DeleteI could relate to the line "Just awake an after looking myself on the mirror I smile, I want to be friendly with the first one I see." So nice! All of us deserve it. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you, Od, for sharing a list of what scare you most. If you want to know one of the things that scares me most is a "fake" Dracula in horror movies!
I agree! We all deserve it!
DeleteI am scared by Dracula, too even if I do not mention it, and by bats, too... Even Batman! :)
I'm afraid of being afraid of afraid, ha ha ha. You seem to hate almost all of the wonderful seasons ie: snow, rain etc... I enjoy them best when I am tucked up warm in bed :)
ReplyDeleteSo many things come to mind. I don't like creepy crawly strange looking insects that you may come across when having a picnic on the grass. I can't relax until I chase it away. I'm glad that I don't live in a country where snakes are found in your home, as I wouldn't be able to sleep at all.
That I can understand, fear the fear! You know if it snow, I have to assist the skiers, if it rain, I must assist those who love Gene Kelly and "Singin' in the rain", if it sleet, I must assist to those who never have seen sleet before, if there is mist or fog I must be running around calling those lost in the dark, if there is a blizzard I must go and convince "locos" not go out, and if there is too much sun I got every freckles on Earth! I am not tucked in the bed!!!! :(
DeleteI hate bugs, too. Once I crushed a big bug full of legs, and on second sight I saw I had ruined a pair of false eyelashes! :)
"Not a Thing" can be such a Scary Thing!!
ReplyDeleteI have Big eyes and I am a female (oh oh!)
That's right! if you are chased by "not a thing", there is no place to hide!
ReplyDeleteOK, Big Eyes, female... but do you smile? :)
I'm not afraid of anything, not even not a thing.
ReplyDeleteYou are a very courageous person, Michelle!!!
DeleteI know that there are not witches, and sorcerers...
But at midnight in a covenant is almost sure they are there!!!!!! :)))